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Goodbye posted Jan 23rd 2007, 8:58PM

Mood: Miserable

Rough times ahead kiddies.

I am going to be off for a bit. So once DA stops being a bitch my artwork will be gone. And hopefully I will be too.

I apologize for this entry being so long so I am just going to link you to a page where I have uploaded it onto. It will be easier to read there. So read down the link is there.

I am sorry for the sudden change in my mood through my journals,I am just unable to take these sort of things with a clear head. So I am sorry for all of this. Especially to you DAve. I amvery very sorry.

And if anyone thinks that Dave is the big bad asshole,go to fucking hell. You don't know him,you don't know the history between us so don't you dare assume that this is all his fault.
So shut the fuck up and so help me god that I don't ave a comment saying that he is a oversized jerk. He is not. So fuck off already.

So don't expect anything from me. This is indeed a rant/breakout.
Where you will find my entry.

I updated this. There is still a lot more to be said
Link ->Goodbye to everything I loved

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David no mater what I will be there for you,even if you think you are not worthy of all my love and careing. You are in my eyes. You were the only one who wanted to help me up all the time and make my worries go away. Maybe that's whay I got so clingy towards you.
Never ever forget me,promise me that you won't leave me. I can't bare to lose something as precious as you.

I care for you too much to just see you walk out of my life,please don't/ Asa friend I don't want you to go away. I like you too much.
I will step aside for now,let you think things over and dig deep into yourself. I already have and I know what I want,but I can't have it right now.
Please Dave don't give up on us. I am not. And I never will. Whether we are best friends or a couple,I will never give up on us. We worked so hard to get where we are now. Please don't let this all go away.

I love you and I know this is making it harder,but you should know this. You really changed me,did alot for me. And I don't want something that made me so freaking happy to just go away. So please don't go away.
No one will ever amount to you,and I am happy for that. You are so special to me it hurts. Please don't go away. We still have so muh to learn.
Have your time I will wait. Just don't give up. It happens I guess. You lose the flame,you can regain it back,only if you want it to.

Anyways,take care of yourself hun. I will try to be a good friend to you,maybe I will do better as a friend then a girlfriend,who knows.

I have hope for the future and you should to.

Love you with all my mind,heart and soul,

Soleyl J. Saavedra

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